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Hello There~My name is Zi your friendly neighborhood freelance artist, working on character illustrations and book illustrations.My artistic journey started like most: I was always a creative child, making up stories with my many many dolls, building them little apartments and directing my own little dramas. Art, dolls and these fantastical spaces that I came up with were my safe space from the big wide world and to this day still is, even when I have to adult in my daily life now. For many years I have struggled to fit in, in school I was always the loner and the only time when I did find some kind of community, it was related to either art or a fantasy world.
At first it was online games, where I could chat with other till the sun came up. Then I found myself on the then new Deviantart with other who wished to form communities.Later on the biggest community I found was Ball Jointed Dolls, where I anchored myself, learned new skills and started my sewing journey that kept me afloat for many years. Creating my own characters through these dolls kick-started the story that is Soul Deep. I have gone back and forth between medias, how to present this complex idea I had, going through several revisions. At last I landed on writing and illustrating it, making me step away from the sewing projects and leaning in on digital art completely.

We have a little community on discord with artist, doll collectors and all around creative people. Best place to get constant updates about my work and have a nice time all around!

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BJDs have been a big part of my life ever since I first laid eyes on one. This hobby motivated me to learn to work with fabric, using a camera, edit images and to write my stories. I wholeheartedly believe I would not be where I am was it not for getting into the hobby and I would live a very dull life.I bought my first doll in 2007. I do my own painting and clothes for all of my dolls and I dabble in wig-making and have crafted props and furniture for them. Whenever I go on holiday, I bring at least one with me with a camera. Locally we have photo-meets where we go to scenic locations with the idea of taking photos specifically.They are one of my greatest inspiration for writing, drawing and overall being creative and they also have been there for the hardest parts of my life, keeping me afloat. It is strange to say this as they are just objects, but to me they are a source of self expression.On Ko-Fi you can get patterns and tutorials from me and I am newly active on Lovely Everyone forum.

Doll Photo Archive

Current Doll family:Aiji
[Immortality of Soul M / Dollzone 65]
Isaac
[Migidoll Ryu / AoD 62]
Chino
[Fairyland Minifee Shushu]
Mika Kou
[Dollmore Zaoll Luv]
Karin
[Winterrain U-hwa head / Supia]
Yakov
[Dollshe SA Saint head / Resinsoul 70cm]
Ryou
[Immortality of Soul M / Dollzone 65]
Elizabeth
[Dollmore Ha-Yarn Cho head / Custom 3D body]
Penelope
[Soom Ai human]
Damian
[Rumpeldoll Abaddon / Impldoll Idol]
Eden
[Uwonder Plus size 3D doll]
Elias
[Bluefairy May head / Myou ver1]

Soul Deep

A world where special forces keep everyone safe from the things just specific few can see, where gods meddle and fight a new kind of threat to their existence, a hunter and a seeker fight not just to keep everyone safe but to hold on to each other.Inspired by the world of HellBoy, Good Omens and American Gods you accompany Aiji and Isaac for not just fighting for the greater good but to fight their own inner demons while falling for each other.

Cover art and various artworks
for At the Border of Destiny by C. Quince

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Contact

To contact me, please refer to my VGen where I conduct all my art commission work. It is a secure and safe platform for both artists and clients that keeps a nice organized place where we can communicate.For social media presence, you can follow my Bluesky for mainly art content, and personal little rambles.
Cara for my official portfolio posts of finished artwork.
Tumblr is for those who are mainly following me for bjd photos, I have the photo archives here.I have a tip-jar up on Ko-Fi and you can also find patterns and tutorials up there for doll clothes. The shop currently is closed and I only take inquiries for custom commissions.Speaking of support, my Pateron is where the fans of Aiji and Isaac can support their story and read chapters as well as get familiar with their world and lore. Also getting access for some spicy content and an invite to the discord where we are building a little community of like minded people.Site buttons and affiliates:

https://kalimpaszmadar.carrd.co/

Please reach out at any of my contacts if you wish to join the link circle.